Out of Control

Do you ever have those days where you just feel so out of control, no matter how hard you try you just feel like you can't get a grip on the world around you? That is how I feel today, ok for the past few days. I have this list of things to do for school and for life in genral and I just feel like I can't wrap my mind around it to get it done.

DH is coming home in a few weeks and I have so much I want to get done before he gets home, but I have so much school work to do as well as feeling like I have other things to do, such as grocery shopping, cleaning, going to the bank, meeting academic advisors, etc. I guess I just need to take a deep breath and make my list and cross off items as they come. This method seems to work for me when I actually do it.

I am also getting anxious as to what is going to happen on the TTC fron when DH gets home. As noted in my post below my LP is very short and I am getting this fear that we will need medical intervention to get pregnant. I guess we can have fun trying for a while. I feel like we are so close to that moment, but still so far away!

I think I drank too much coffee today and I am all jittery and it is making my thoughts unclear and jumbled. I need sleep, so I'm off to bed now.