I'm Happy for them, really...

I found out in the last 4 weeks that three of my closest friends are all pregnant. One of them is only about 5 weeks along, the other is 15 weeks, and the other is 18 weeks. Two of the three of them are second time moms, the other is a first time mom, but had a misscarriage last fall. They all deserve this, but I can't help but think, I want it too. I have no excuse to be upset, DH and I haven't even started trying yet (considering there is an ocean between us right now), but I still get that twinge of jealousy.

I am really happy for them all, but I can't help but wonder, how long it will be for us to get pregnant? I see all of the women on GP who thought it would only take one or two cycles and most of them have been trying for 6 months or more. I don't think a single one of them would have ever thought in a million years that they would be in the situation they are in now. To be honest I have already started praying that God would bless us and we don't run into any complications. I already feel the anxiety about the journey of getting pregnant, my heart goes out to each of the GP ladies when I see them yet again on CD1.

I am praying for you all.